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Saturday, December 15, 20076:31 PM

EOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EOY was so tiring -.-zzzz

Especially in 15cm Platforms!!!!
My feet started to hurt after 2hrs of walking/standing x.x
Lucky i brought normal shoes to change out of once EOY was over~

Anyway here are pics of our team....Well more like uncompleted team cause Ayu ran away somewhere,Stefy was grounded and Calyx got into an accident O-O I really hope she is ok....We were all worried abt what happened to her!!! But all we know frm her father was that she got into an accident and is in hospital x.x

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Note* : These pics aren't mine....i took them my sgcafe >< SORRY FOR TAKING THE PICS WITHOUT ASKING PERMISSION WHOEVER'S IS IT!!!!

Oh yea....Shinodax was suppose to be in our team....but he changed into the disorder version instead -.- Either way....he is the best Reita cosplay i have seen in singapore so far x.x

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His hair was so hard!!!!! x.x
And again i took these pics frm sgcafe again ><

It was abit boring....but it was ok overall x.x
.....I wanted more people to take my pics T^T
But our vests were with calyx(which was in the hospital)so we kindda cosfucked i guess ><

Some people were calling me chibi -.- including Rukai!!!!
Oh yea i smacked himu a total of 10 times that day XD
I should have kicked him.....Oh well......maybe next time ^^


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Saturday, December 1, 200710:25 PM

Bleah.....

Nothing much to talk about nowadays.....Went to watch Enchanted on Friday....It was abit too....'Girly' and 'Lovey dovey' For my liking....
Rukai followed along......Everyone was calling him emo and saying something about cute little boy -.-

Rukai looked cute in his default faceup
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I wouldn't call him cute now....more emo...i guess....

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Anyway random pic spam now.....


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I feel so lonely

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Maybe you can help me?

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Or maybe i would wait for my troubles to go away..

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Memories i cannot get rid off

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Maybe my answers are far from my reach

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I keep waiting....

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But noone seems to hear me


Ok Thats all the pics i editted....I will put the other ups later i guess...


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Tuesday, November 20, 20079:40 PM

Poser.....

I find this Beetch really really annoying -.-
She is such a poser!

She is like Ruki this and Ruki that
And she only like/'loves' him for his looks Please!

Sure i go around saying Ruki this and Ruki that
but he wasn't the first gazemen i love....Kai was but after awhile i realise that i love Ruki instead cause of his character,voice and looks ^^ oh yea and he is cute XD

I draw Ruki so i stare at his picture for a long time and she is like 'oh i see ruki everyday' PUH-LEASE!
If she sees ruki everyday i see him every seconds of my life >:O

I bet if i asked her 'What is Ruki's real name' Or 'When is Ruki's Birthday' she wouldn't even know...Which totally shows that she is a poser

If she does so what big deal...I can ask her one question which only people who read/saw his blog or interview would know. 'What does Ruki sleep in on normal days (Before he became famous/or his indies days)' She wouldn't even know!

Well i know *grins*

And her english is terrible!
And she is like Ai Gazette,Ai Ruki

Anyway her is the bitch's blog -.-
http://l0vesonlyonex333.blogspot.com/

Also she goes around insulting Ayu!
Sure her eyes are big and so are mine but not every single person in the god damn bloody earth have perfectly small pretty eyes -.-

My final words of her in my blog
FUCK OFF! AND LEAVE AYU AND MY RUKI ALONE!


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Sunday, November 4, 20073:01 AM

Cain & Abel <3

OMG!!!!! Angell-studio's Cain and abel are hot!!! not to mention cheap!!!!

Presenting Cain!
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Abel can look like Uruha if the face up was different
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Sexy~

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I want both!!!

Each cost about 400SGD which is reasonable!
I want them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't speak/type chinese for nuts which means i have to get someone to communicate with the company for me x.x

I seriously want CAIN! HE IS SEXY!!!!!!! <3333333333333333333

I shall try saving up abit more T^T about $300 more to save ._.

Anyway i will try my best!!!
Cain! You have to be Rukai's Seme!!!!!
Rukai is waiting for you!!!!!!!

Well i think i would name Cain
Ashiro Takanori

No idea how i came up with the surname but the first name is Ruki's real name :D

Anyway I WILL GET CAIN!!! (Or atleast try to get him)


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3:01 AM

A sad life

I'm feel really sad about this guy's life T^T

His father didn't even care about him and left
His Mother went to a mental institute when he was the age of 1 because of depression
His sister never got a chance to live
He stayed with his uncle and aunt
He had no love

When he was younger he would stay at home starving till his uncle came back with abit of food
He would eat very little when he was young
He had to earn a living at the age of 13
He worked hard for his money and he was happy if he was able to get a proper meal

He worked odd jobs
He has no home,no love, noone to care for him since the age of 1
He sees his father but he has his own children now

He says "I love you" Like he was saying thank you.
He says this because he has never been loved before

I would not tell who he is yet but i'm really lucky that i have parents who care and love me
Oh yea this is real....If you meet him he seems happy but you wonder after all he has been through how he is able to smile....Even i wonder

I want to be his friend.....


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Tuesday, October 23, 20071:27 AM

Kyoshi Rukai <3

I finally got him!!!!!

Bleah....never update so long -.-.....

Anyway....

Pic spam!!!!!!!

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My emo boy <3

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Ru-chan trying act like his father >////<

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Innocent Rukai

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Random pic of him smoking

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Rukai: Don't take pics of me!

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Another cool pose

Ok thats all the pics i have so far.....
Will take more pics as soon as i sew for him more clothing and get him restringed....


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1:27 AM

CLICK 5!!!!

OMFG!!!!!!!!

Click 5 came to my school!!!!!! *Fangirls*
I wasn't a fan of theirs at first but i thought that the guy in the middle looked cute when i saw the advert....

We were asked to record/take pics of the event....
I had the video cam so it was ok cause i didn't need to move anywhere...(lazy)
I had to stand on a table cause it was going to be chaotic and they didn't want the camera/camera person to be hurt.....

When i was standing up there i felt really really tall ^^V
I was eyeing the albino guy that was standing at the back...He can so cosplay Bou! His hair colour was white...its natural of course.... x.x

I wish i was a albino...that way can have very pale hair colour and have very very nice eyes too *daydreams*
But the sad part is that albinos have a very high chance of getting skin cancer x.x
........

Oh yea while standing on the table, i was taller then the male teachers~ Muhahaha!
The camera was working with me and so was the tripod....

When the click 5 members arrive, I swear i thought i was about to die x.x
One because of the fangirl screams, and two i was about to fall off the table...and oh yea....i kindda started screaming myself x.x (maybe because everyone else was screaming x.x)

The DJs from Muttons in the morning/midnight were funny as usual :D
They first said about giving out Click 5 merchandise but in the end they came there themselves.....so it was kinnda...surprising for some but for me i found it...kinnda strange when they said that they were giving out their merchandise cause that would mean that they lose alot of money...so i kindda suspected that they were coming there......

They must be having a jet lag cause they seemed....zombified/dull/bored/tired...(Ok you get it...)

Ben looked pissed off x.x but i guess its because of the jet lag or maybe he didn't get enough sleep....

Kimberly(the girl which made this possible) got a hug from ben and her friend too( forgot her name x.x)

When they were about to leave...they were stopped by fangirls/school girls..... and they were giving autographs! But the stupid conselor didn't let me go down(damn her)

Ms Tay got lots of their autograph! and so did my principal!!! WTF!!! I WANTED THEIR AUTOGRAPHS SO THAT I COULD SELL IT ON EBAY!!!!! (what luck....oh well...)

I think i would appear on tv tonight~ *crosses fingers*
In the end I ended up chasing them till the school gates....i waved to them ^^ they waved back of course~ One of them showed us a heart shaped thing and waved it~ So cute!!!

Kyle is cute ^^

Ok enough fangirling for now i guess....
BUT GAZETTE IS STILL MY ONE AND ONLY LOVE!!! AND SO IS RUKI!! NOONE WILL TAKE HIS PLACE IN MY HEART!! <3
Love ya Ruki ^^ (Sorry i didn't fangirl about you ><)

I really hope that the Gazemen come to singapore!!! <3
I would hug...ok more like glomp Ruki and never let go~ Ruki is mine!!!!!
MUHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Havoc aka. minichaos
B'dae=27 FEB
Likes=Drawing,Cosplaying,Listening to the GazettE,Online gaming & emoing
Dislikes=Veggies,Chemistry, Nagging,Flamers,Myself
Fave bands: Gazette(duh),12012,Linkin Park,MCR
Fave food: Beef(Yummy),Pizza,double cheese burger and cheesy fries
Fave snack: CHOCOLATES!!!!!!!
Fave drink: Coke/Pepsi
Fave songs from the Gazette: Cassis,Filth in the beauty,Burial Applicant,Hyena and Taion <3
Fave person to draw: Uruha~
Fave Jrockers: Ruki<3,Kai<3,Wataru<3


I see a shooting star

Meet Ruki in person and get a kiss from me <3(Like that would ever happen but a person has their dreams right?)
Be a millionaire
Meet my one true love(?)
Do a good cosplay
Be a good realism artist
Get jrocker hair
Get my dream job
PSP
Lip piecing(Maybe once i'm free from my parents...)
More PS2 Games
A happy life...
Your ticket out of here

Tifa
Adrian
Aoi
Crimson
Fye
Icy
Pear
Jana
Ayu


My past

May 2007
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November 2007
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